The last few days there has been a lot of guilt on my heart. I know that staying home with Alivia will be the best-most-challenging thing I have done, but there is something heart breaking seeing Mr. Armstrong head out the door every morning with different desires in his heart.
He made the sacrifice for me. Supporting me in my school situation, allowing me to stay home and do what ever my little heart desires. So, isn't there some how to make things equal? Shouldn't he get the same opportunity as I do? How can I give him the same chance he is giving me?
These are questions that have consuming my mind lately. My desire for him is not to settle. I want him to chase his dreams:even if that means we live pay-check-to-pay-check every month until the day we die. There has to be a way we can both do what we are passionate about.
Have your cake and eat it too today.