Monday, October 3, 2011


I am back from a break. A break I didn't even realize I needed or wanted. A break that-just-happened.

I am going to be Debby-Downer for a few minutes, but tomorrow is a new day and I will have a renewed spirit. So, I promise the negativity won't last long.

My thoughts last week:
Megan, you aren't good enough.
Megan, you are failing your husband, your baby, and your body.
Megan, work harder you aren't doing enough.
Megan, you are lazy.

You get the picture.
I was having a pitty party.

I felt like I was failing in every area of  my life:
 I thought I was failing Brandon because I wasn't shaving my legs, I wasn't cooking dinner, and I wasn't cleaning our messy house. I felt like I was failing Alivia because I was cranky towards her because I was tired. I felt like I was failing my body because I wasn't running, I wasn't drinking enough water, I was eating like a-million-sugar-cookies a day, and not logging my food.

To say the least: it was a hard week.

My pitty party is over today.

1 comment:

  1. You are not a failure girl. Sometimes, it just happens and you have to put back on your big girl panties :) Don't get down on yourself if you don't do something, just pick back up and push forward. We all love you and you have been such an inspiration and your honesty is just you saying that you are human. :)